Wednesday, September 14, 2022

A Reflection of 2014

(Sept 14th, 2022)

It's so strange to read these posts so many years later and reflect back on this chapter. My life, career, faith, and relationships have drastically changed since 2014 and I feel nostalgic and emotional thinking about this version of Alissa. But I'm also so proud of her. I wish I could tell her how different she would be 8 years later. I would warn her of the trials ahead, but I would reassure her that she would be okay, that she would grow in countless ways, and that she would experience joy in unexpected places.

So the last time I posted I promised I wouldn't wait 2 months to post...well, I guess I didn't keep that promise very well because that last post was written in August...

2014 was a tough year emotionally and relationally.
2014 was an incredible year spiritually.

I made the conscious decision to relocate to the other side of the world for an entire year without the comfort of knowing a single person who was doing the same. I packed up as much as I could possibly fit into two suitcases and flew to Japan not knowing the next time I would see any of my family or friends.
I suffered jet lag from a 16 hour time difference for weeks while simultaneously experiencing overwhelming Japanese culture shock.  I started to establish friendships with the cast I now call my family and started learning choreography for the show I have done over 700 times.

Nick and I spent 37 days out of the whole year together.


A Fresh Start

Recently found this post that I never finished or published (Sept 14th, 2022)

I guess I will officially announce for those that don't already know, that I will be staying in Japan for one more year! I have extended my contract with One's Man's Dream and will spend another 12 months on the Showbase stage! I'm so thankful for this opportunity and excited about the new friendships that are beginning and the current friendships that are blossoming. Nick will also be in Japan for the next year! He's dancing in a show at Tokyo Disney Sea! Having him back in my every day life is absolutely surreal. I still can't fully grasp the concept of not having to say goodbye to him after being many miles, oceans, and time zones away for most of our relationship.

February 1st marked one year in Japan. I still get that crazy feeling when I sit on the train surrounded by Kanji and Japanese people and tell myself "I live here." I have fallen into a daily routine and become comfortable with my surroundings. I'll admit I still don't understand 90% of the Japanese language, yet I feel safe and confident getting around and going through my daily routine. But I've become a little too complacent and I'm excited for this new chapter. Sharing life with Nick, working with new cast members, exploring new places, and taking the next step in my relationship with Jesus.

It's hard to wrap my brain around not going home when my current cast leaves and it's sad to think of another year apart from my family and friends in California, but what's really terrifying is thinking about eventually re-Americanizing myself after living in Japan for two full years.  Everything is just SO different.





Saturday, August 2, 2014

Apologies!


I've been completely MIA for almost 2 months! My sincerest apologies to those that follow and enjoy reading about life in Japan.

Hmm...well a lot has happened...

My heart has been filled with intense feelings of joy, sorrow, anxiety, anger, grief, adrenaline, and homesickness.
 So I guess I'll just go in order of what happened...

My poor younger brother tore his ACL and had to go through
4 hours of surgery to have his knee reconstructed!

Poor guy relocated from his bedroom to the living room
and literally has to learn to walk again!
Don't worry too much though, because Molly is taking good care of him!

Mama Keiko hosted a few Young American performers and one of them
happened to be my friend Shannon who I went to high school with! Small World!
It was fun making some new friends and hearing about her life and what she's
been up to since the last time I saw her...4+ years ago!

I went to Joypolis in Odaiba with some friends. It's like this indoor theme
park arcade place with lots of games, simulators, and other experiences.
We had such a great time and played some sort of personality test game
that was all in Japanese and we didn't understand it at all and we got
these glamour shots at the end of it!

Two of my best friends from home got married!

My friend Amy sent me a video clip of them
saying hello during the reception and it
made my eyes fill with tears and my heart
ache because I couldn't be there to witness
their special day!

I was Kylie's virtual bridesmaid! I FaceTimed the wedding party around 4am
my time to say hello as they started to get ready for the wedding, took a 4 hour
nap and then got up to do my hair and make up and put on my dress in hopes
of being able to Skype them all and see the beautiful couple!

Could they be more perfect?
The very same day as Kylie and Derek's wedding, Sally and
I took a spur-of-the-moment trip to Disney Sea as it would be
her last chance to go to the park. I'm not going to go into detail,
but something very tragic happened in Sally's life just a few
days prior and she had to leave Japan and go home to her
family.

Sally became my roommate for the week and I did everything
I'm my power as a friend and sister to comfort her and be
there for her. I learned so much about myself and God's purpose
in sending me on this contract in only 5 days and my eyes
have been so opened to what it means to be a true friend that
loves unconditionally and selflessly.

We shed a lot of tears. We may have gained a few pounds...
(see picture above) But most importantly, we grew into
the deep friendship that God planned for us. My heart has
broken more deeply for her than it ever has for myself
and I'm so honored to have had the opportunity to serve
her as a sister. It was so hard to say goodbye to her and
realize that she will not be here for the remaining 8 months
of my contract, but we both know that our friendship will
last an eternity and we will be seeing each other again
in the future! We also still text each other every day
and that really helps :)

I really can't explain all of the emotions I experienced in those 4 weeks. I forgot to mention that when my brother got injured and went into surgery, I was doing everything in my power to try to fly home to visit my family and be with my brother and also be able to attend the wedding. I was so disappointed and honestly very very angry when things didn't work out, but I trusted that God had a bigger plan for me...and he did! Two girls in my cast got injured just a week later and our work schedule started to get really crazy. I needed to be there and do my job and that was confirmation from God that I wasn't meant to go home because my stage needed me. Then when Sally's life changed drastically in a matter of hours, I knew 125% that my main purpose for not going home was to be there for Sally and grow in my faith through the process. It's so bittersweet to simultaneously watch one friends life begin while another's falls apart before your eyes. My heart broke in two directions, but God was there to glue it together so He could use me to comfort his sweet daughter. And for that, I am endlessly thankful.

After Sally left, God placed some exciting things in the following week to revive me from my emotional exhaustion and get my mind off of everything that had been going on!

I enjoyed a night at Mama Keiko's and tried Sukiyaki
for the first time! I couldn't tell you exactly what it was,
but it was some kind of meat with lots of veggies all boiled
in the pot in the middle of the table and you eat it with raw egg!
So Japanese and SO delicious!

It was also the night of Tanabata which is the story of two stars that can only
meet once a year. If it rains, they can't meet and the Tanabata wishes you make
and write on a paper tied to a branch won't come true! Sorry guys, I wrote in boring
old english, not Kanji like the paper in the photo!

I always have a great time at Mama's! The middle picture was taken while
I was showing them all a video of Wendy tripping and face-planting up some
stairs during One Man's Dream II! It's pretty darn hilarious and she recovers
perfectly if I do say so myself ;)

These boys are singers from two other shows at Tokyo Disney! The three
of us took a trip to Fuji Q Highlands, a theme park near the base of Mt. Fuji!

We took an hour long bus ride and it was gorgeous
looking out the window and seeing the countryside of
Tokyo and all of the green rice fields!

There she is!

I was SO excited to ride some coasters!

This was before our first coaster, Fujiyama! Little did we
know it was going to be the CRAZIEST coaster I've ever ridden
in my whole life!!!

This is the Haunted Hospital that I refused to go in. It's a haunted maze that
can take up to an hour to get through. The boys did it and it took them about
20 minutes! No thanks!!! 

This is half a panoramic view of Fuji Q!

I really loved this park!

Unfortunately, it wasn't a very clear day so this was all we
saw of Mt. Fuji! Actually, the first time we noticed the
clouds had cleared enough to see the mountain, was while we were
going over that crazy inverted drop you see in the photo! Pretty cool!

That's right. We rode World Record breaking coasters!!!!!!! CRAZY!

It was a really fun day. 

I got a package from mom and dad with some things
I needed plus a few fun surprises! Aka: snacks! Super excited
to have my hiking boots here now so I can start exploring
mountains, hiking trails, waterfalls, etc. around Tokyo!

I finally got to swim for the first time since January!!!!!!!!! I LOVE swimming
and summer is my favorite time of the year because I spend it at the pool or
the beach! So this is the Higashino Pool, or as we call it, the lazy river! It's about
a 15-20min bike from my apartment and although I got a little lost on the way
there, I found it and I enjoyed the sun and the water and my inter tube for a
few hours before meeting Mama and some friends at the sea wall for a little BBQing!

This is an awful representation of our BBQ
but apparently its the only picture I took!
The burgers were delicious! 

MY FAVORITE NEWS!!! Nick FINALLY
gets here September 13th!!! Obviously this
photo is a couple days old, but I thought
his countdown was too sweet not to post!
Man, I just CANNOT wait to see him!
It's been 6 months!!!!!!!! Only a month and
a half left and he'll be here for a good 3 1/2
weeks!!!!!! <3333

So those are all of the events and big things that have been going on. I've officially been in Japan for 6 months now and it really feels like home...well, most of the time. There are still a lot of cultural differences I'm learning to be patient and understanding with... Japan is so completely different from America. But deep down, I am still very in love with this country and it's people!

The weather has been increasing sticky and miserably hot. I bike to the train station to get to work and by the time I make it to my dressing room about 40 minutes later, I'm drenched in sweat just from walking in the sun. the humidity is crazy and it's only getting hotter at this point. The average temperature we've been performing in the past week has been 90 degrees with 78% humidity. That's average. We've also done 93 degrees with 85% humidity. Like I said, it's only going to get hotter...
This is a pretty good representation of how much I sweat in one show. That
dry area is where I have taped my shin, the rest is drenched in sweat!

Still dealing with minor shin splints and trying to my best to really take care of them to prevent them from getting any worse!
This is how we prevent injuries...

Ice baths every lunch break!!!! It hurts so good! :)

That's all for now!
I promise I won't wait another 2 months to post again!!!
Otsukare-sama deshita!!!


























Friday, June 6, 2014

I'm feelin' 22!!!



It's been forever, I know.
Here is a photo update on the past several weeks!

The weather has been beautiful and I have started going on jog/walks every
once in a while down by the sea wall! 

I rearranged my room and I think it's going to stay this way for a while! I'm really proud of it and love my little home!

This is Sally! She is one of my closest friends here in Japan!
We have Mondays off together and we like to go on fun outings!
We went shopping in Harajuku and found these awesome tanks
that say "Jesus is my rock and that's how I roll." So naturally,
we both bought them and now we can match!

Had another fun night at Mama Keikos! We made gyoza!!!

I dropped my wallet somewhere on the way home from work and didn't realize
it was missing until the next morning!! But don't worry, someone turned it in to
the police at the train station and I got it back with everything in it (ALL of my
important stuff!!!!!) within a day!!!! I LOVE JAPAN!

For Adam's birthday, we went down to the Sea Wall at night and set off
a bunch of fireworks!!!! It's legal in Japan and they sell them all over the place!

For Kye's birthday, we went to a breakfast buffet before work! It was oishi!!

Went to a dance show in Roppongi! There were a few drag queens in the show
and they were beautiful! It was nearly impossible to tell!!! The stage was build in
sections and all on hydraulics so it changed levels throughout each scene. It was
really quite amazing!!! So much fun! And we got a picture with the cast afterward!

One of my old dance friends in touring with Taylor Swift! The RED Tour
had one performance in Tokyo and I was able to go see her perform!!!! The
show was incredible and it was such a joy to watch her on stage! I held up
this sign for her! WIO means "work it out." Our dance studio we danced at together
 had a cheer that had "WIO" in it!
I brought my friend Eric with me to the show! It was about an hour train ride
away from home so I didn't want to go alone! We had such a fun time together!
There were some other Disney friends that went to the concert who knew
one of the dancers as well! So we met up afterwards!
We met our friends back at the hotel the cast was staying in and we got to
meet and hangout with most of the dancers in the show! They were all
so much fun and it was an honor to meet such talented performers!
I ended up staying with my friend overnight because I didn't have work
the next morning. We had breakfast at the hotel and this was our stunning
view from the 45th floor!!! Roppongi! With a perfect view of the Toyko
Tower! 
I took Clarice and two of her cast members
out the next day and showed them around
Harajuku and Shibuya! Some Taylor fans recognized
them and asked for their autographs! They asked
for mine too but I told them I wasn't in the show!
Wish I were though!
We stumbled upon a fantastic and inexpensive Japanese restaurant in Shibuya
and I was brave enough to order this without really knowing what most of it
was. Little did I know that under the slabs of fish were big scoops of wasabi.
Not a very fun surprise.
Yesterday was my 22nd birthday!!! The cast all got a few bites of this
amazing Baskin Robins cake!!! I ate most of the slice made of Popping Shower!
SO GOOD.
A couple of the fans were wearing these stickers in the audience!!! It was so sweet!
A lot of fans made these collages and posted them
on my Chan page! These are a few of my favs!


So nice of them to put all of their time and effort into theses! Each one of them made me smile!
My family sent this lovely birthday package full of treats! (The Swedish Fish were actually
from Sally!) I love American snacks and Epsom Salt<3
After work, we had a get-together in Sally's room.
It was a potluck movie night and we watched one
of my favorite movies, "Waiting for Guffman."
If you haven't heard of it or seen it, check it out!
We ate so much delicious food!!! YUM!
This was my gift from the cast (put together by Sally of course!). You all
remember from my previous post about Harajuku that I adore anything with
poorly translated Engligh...hence the backpack! "Sweetly Lovetoxic Fortune
Cute!" I also adore all of the socks sold all around Japan! And then my personal
favorite part of the gift, the "I <3 KALE" pj set!!! I saw with before with Sally
and I wanted it so bad. I really do love Kale :)
I had a wonderful 22nd birthday thanks to my lovely
friends and family!!! I was also pretty jazzed to have a theme song this year that I got to
see performed live!!!! AKA: "22" by Taylor Swift! It was stuck in my head all day!
So that's basically what's been going on lately! Same old full time work schedule with a day or two here and there to relax or explore! It's been raining pretty hard for the past few days, but eventually it's going to clear up and then continue to turn into the hot and humid summer we are all anticipating! Bring on the multiple showers, sweat towels, and electrolyte replacement drinks!!!!!