A Reflection of 2014

(Sept 14th, 2022)

It's so strange to read these posts so many years later and reflect back on this chapter. My life, career, faith, and relationships have drastically changed since 2014 and I feel nostalgic and emotional thinking about this version of Alissa. But I'm also so proud of her. I wish I could tell her how different she would be 8 years later. I would warn her of the trials ahead, but I would reassure her that she would be okay, that she would grow in countless ways, and that she would experience joy in unexpected places.

So the last time I posted I promised I wouldn't wait 2 months to post...well, I guess I didn't keep that promise very well because that last post was written in August...

2014 was a tough year emotionally and relationally.
2014 was an incredible year spiritually.

I made the conscious decision to relocate to the other side of the world for an entire year without the comfort of knowing a single person who was doing the same. I packed up as much as I could possibly fit into two suitcases and flew to Japan not knowing the next time I would see any of my family or friends.
I suffered jet lag from a 16 hour time difference for weeks while simultaneously experiencing overwhelming Japanese culture shock.  I started to establish friendships with the cast I now call my family and started learning choreography for the show I have done over 700 times.

Nick and I spent 37 days out of the whole year together.

A Fresh Start

Recently found this post that I never finished or published (Sept 14th, 2022)

I guess I will officially announce for those that don't already know, that I will be staying in Japan for one more year! I have extended my contract with One's Man's Dream and will spend another 12 months on the Showbase stage! I'm so thankful for this opportunity and excited about the new friendships that are beginning and the current friendships that are blossoming. Nick will also be in Japan for the next year! He's dancing in a show at Tokyo Disney Sea! Having him back in my every day life is absolutely surreal. I still can't fully grasp the concept of not having to say goodbye to him after being many miles, oceans, and time zones away for most of our relationship.

February 1st marked one year in Japan. I still get that crazy feeling when I sit on the train surrounded by Kanji and Japanese people and tell myself "I live here." I have fallen into a daily routine and become comfortable with my surroundings. I'll admit I still don't understand 90% of the Japanese language, yet I feel safe and confident getting around and going through my daily routine. But I've become a little too complacent and I'm excited for this new chapter. Sharing life with Nick, working with new cast members, exploring new places, and taking the next step in my relationship with Jesus.

It's hard to wrap my brain around not going home when my current cast leaves and it's sad to think of another year apart from my family and friends in California, but what's really terrifying is thinking about eventually re-Americanizing myself after living in Japan for two full years.  Everything is just SO different.